(Warning: Grammar inconsistency)
Ask me the same question. Ask me if you know the question you want to ask. State it but dont repeat it. The undeniable fact that you know what it is. What o we do for the affection of others and the approval of our actions. Ask me. Do you ask faithfully? Tell me then the secrets you want to hide from me but dont feel I have to know. Bewilder my name and let down your intuitions. Know nothing or the half that is better.
To begin to question is to wonder our very own existance. Maybe just yours. Structure my life the way you see fit but just know that it will be broken. For the box cant contain the things that make me – ME. At the drop of a drop your fate will be answered and you will know that your feelings were never accepted to begin with. Play then what you want to play. Ask why? Ask why something is so sure to become undstable in the beggining and chaos in the end. The answe you seek is not the one you one. A parallel of distinction between the two things you cherish the most.
Ask yourself when was the last time it all happend for you? No one is really sure. Not even you Why then? Why do we start this discussion you seem to know the answer, answer it yourself. True. You just like the attention. Yeah no wait yeah you do. so thats it. Leave it at that and accept it.
ouch.
november 7, 2005. that’s the last time it happened.