let it go

Only there i stood. nothing more to say but my eyes were the only ones speaking.

How dare you do that? madness, stillness, foolishnesses….
thoughts and feelings are those only controlled by hate and nothing that i have never felt. Why?
I cant breath now and my chest begins to hurt. why why why

Why am i being overtaking and breaking me down.
I cant see this for this is what hurts deep inside.
I have to let go.

So i pretend am cool and wear this disguise,
When at night i just want to turn off the lights,
and deep down inside…just cry.

Sometimes the letting go is the best part.

a misunderstanding

Have you ever wondered when something comes out of your mouth, how someone might interpret it?

I found myself in an argument today and half way through it I realized that we were both saying the exact same thing! Webster defines “misunderstanding” as -“a failure to understand or interpret correctly. A disagreement or argument.” dido.

How many times have you wondered, what if I could take it back? What if people just understood me? why do i have to explain myself? What is everyone’s problem!?

Lately this has been my mood