[gasp]

My chest hurts.

Its an unbelivable feeling to feel what I feel.  So many emotions.
Doubt. Fear. Anger. Disappointment…..Hope?

I can’t recall a time where I have felt such pain.  Have I ever felt it?
I wonder if I was jumping to conclusions.
If it was not true then why does it hurt so much.
So much that I can’t seem to breathe…[gasp].

History repeats itself.
But what If I can overide history.?
Can such power exist?

I am the creator of my story
My perception.
My life.

If I am the narrator…why does it feel so uncontrollable?